Tuesday, November 16, 2010

My day

My day started of pretty much as any other day with the one exception of how I was woken up . You will have to forgive me this is my first time blogging lol. You will have to excuse mistakes that I may make because this is my first time ever blogging lol. I will also do my best in making my blog as entertaining and as pleasurable as possible to read and follow for those who choose to be my followers. 

Now to get back to my morning, I was woken up by my little girl Chloe Megan and her god-sister Melanie talking up a storm on the bed and bouncing! And I was on the bed trying to stay asleep because I was really enjoying the dream I was having,, you know the kind of dream that is so good you desperately don't want any body to wake you? well that is the kind of dream that I was having.

 I am one of the fortunate ones that have lucid dreams. So I can literally wake up go and get a drink of water or do what ever person does when they get woken up in the middle of the night and then go right back to sleep and pick up where they left off.  But not today! It just wasn't going to happen. Once Chloe and Melanie had me awake they were not going to let me sleep.. Oh well maybe if I concentrate hard enough and don't let any other thoughts cloud my brain , then maybe just maybe I"ll continue where I left off in my dream. Boy I certainly hope so.

In my dream I was at my Oncologists office , Dr.Cristiano Ferarrio and he told me that the cancer was gone forever! The new experimental drug that they gave me basically killed any chances of my cancer returning and that now I would be able to go away for a vacation with my daughter..

It may not seem much for you but the joy that I virtually was feeling in my dream was so overwhelming.. The happiness and relief that I was feeling was so vivid, I was feeling real hope for mine and my precious little girls life and anxious to begin a new lease for a long and healthy life..And the possibilities for us was endless. SO it would really be cool if I can go to sleep tonight and continue where I left off to see and feel all the wonderful things that I plan and fulfill in this dream. But don't worry I am a fighter and have been winning this battle with breast cancer..I fight for my daughter Chloe and for those around me that care and love me. But I fight for me too. I love life and I intend to go on enjoying this precious life that has been given to me..

You know I am enjoying this blog stuff, It remarkably makes me feel good writing what I feel,and having this feeling like there are other people that I some know and some that I don't out  there in this vast planet that actually care about what I have to say. Me little ole' me. Wow. this is pretty awesome.
I feel good.

Thanks for listening, well cyber listening lol

Me :-*


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